First, I am sorry for the lost of your first husbnd. My dad also died of war injuries when I was a baby. And it is true, they didn't have any of the tech stuff we have today. I remember my first computer; may it Ret In Peace. I couldn't do 1/3 of the things I can now. Keep your eyes open, you just might find a pretty good used one. And my hubby has promised to return to me safey. And he has never broken a promise to me \:\)
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Life is hard. So put on your big girl panties and deal with it.