Go to this thread and read Ponui's story of the Hard Tribe, it is very inspirational and might keep your spirits up. It was written by IBteri and starts on page 1 of the thread. You might want to start your own story.

http://www.ldwforums.com/ubbthreads/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=31641

Take courage, and remember that it's Mother's Day! The very best of luck to you, keep us all informed of how it goes.
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