I would ... except... Barbara asked us to research level 3 in patience. I took it as a "hint". (heavy sigh) Pretty much everytime I write about my affliction I want to ask Arthur and Carla if they feel GUILTY. Then when I read where they are right now and how much FUN they are having, I get the strange feeling they don't feel one ounce of guilt. Saw yesterday it's still only 70% complete. (banging ahead against padded cell walls). IS tempting to want a great hand coming out of the sky and putting them back up to the research table. That's what they say they ARE doing - just in a really nice location and having fun while doing it. I do wish I was having as much fun waiting for it as they are making it. Would love to put myself in their shoes but since I don't have the tiniest microgram of their talent, heavy sigh... here I wait in my cell, drinking a glass of Maura's wine and drowning in my sorrows. I can smell the candles wafting from your room... hear the soft melodies as the harpist gently strokes the strings... snug in my jacket as what's left of my sanity floats away into the night.

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