Yes, welcome back Yaelle! What arnie said about the forum crash and the server move is very true. Those events, along with several forum software upgrades that changed how posts are handled by the database, have created challenges with finding many older posts. However, the neat thing is that you can always find all of your own posts. Just click on your name on the left side of one of your posts, then click "View posts" to see every post you've made. Have fun!