Thanks laurence! I love your circle of friends! That will be my tribe shortly!

And a special thank you for
:( I hope too he'll hang on!! Courage!!
I read a quote, though I can't remember by whom, "Courage doesn't always come with a roar, sometimes it is a quiet whisper at the end of a day saying 'I will try again tomorrow'". Well, I think that perserverance worked here!

And ledheadmelli,

about those girls! I hope professional motherhood won't be considered cruelty! Well, with aromatherapy, flowers, candles, a lovely warm lavender bath, fresh seafood and a warm fire it can't be that bad.

And I am so glad I was able to share humor with you. If adversity has taught me one thing it's that smiles are the meaning of life.
OT-Thanks so much for the condolences...really...yours are the only public ones I've received. I felt a little 'posters remorse' thinking players don't want to hear that kind of stuff but my edit time had already passed by time I tried to delete it. I am sorry for your loss as well and I very much appreciate your encouragement. I never realized how much a broken heart could hurt...but I am tenacious and will persist, seeking the comfort time will bring. Thank you, truely.
