Hi and Welcome Peanutbaby

You probably put into writing what we all thought when first playing VV1 - perhaps a little more colourfully than many of us. I know I had to start over a few times before I got the hang of it and started to really enjoy the game. I just sat here and laughed like a drain when I read your first post

There is a topic here (you might have to look for it) on Things You Have Said While Playing VV2. It is a classic and if you read those posts you will realise just how frustrated a lot of players really become

Borg gave you good advice and if you ever need help, the members here all pitch in and try to assist you. Just relax, enjoy the game and LDW Forums.
PS: Just type in "things you have said" and "Jazzo" in the Search details and within the last year (just to be safe) and you will find it. Although it is for VV2, you will find a lot of it applies to VV1 also.